Crizqoworld

No, i have just had a lot on my plate recently and didn't really have the motivation to write anything, though there has been plenty going on to write about! I have had some 'dealings' with a woman who i care for but there are many complications, this has been playing on my mind alot recently. I know this is going to sound rubbish but this is as much as im willing to say at this time due to the sensitivity of the situation! Lets just say I have done the right thing by her, if not by myself. Now that i have spent half a page telling you nothing, i will tell you about the holiday i have just come back from! I went to Cabo Roig in Spain, 50km south of Alacante. It was a really nice week, although Cabo Roig is a bit of a dump. I went with my friend Al and my other mate P and his girlfriend. The first night we went to the bar next door and got really drunk! The great thing about Spain is that they give you quadrouple measures on spirits! I ended up singing kareoke for the first time ever, the first song i did went very well, the problem being that i apparantly went up another 4 times! Don't remember that but im guessing it wasn't genius! The bad thing about the area is that you get a lot of drunk middle aged brit golfers acting like fucking pricks. Throwing glasses, getting into fights, molesting 18 year olds. It was a sight to behold and has left me with some wounderful memories! Anyway when we didnt have to look at there brainless faces it was a good trip. Highlight of the holiday - Go-carting! Really good fun!
Crizqo

Desided to change to a 'catchier' name. Felt i shoul since Universal Studios started sniffing around.

I thought i would share i thought i had last night. Recently i have been spending at least 1 night a week sleeping with a femail friend of mine, and i mean sleeping with in litteral scence. It has happend regulaly for the last month and a half and it has become routine, friday pub after work, back to her's to have a smoke go to bed. But i have started questioning how healthy this really is. I am currently single and would not mind meeting someone, so i'm obviously at a place in my life where companionship is something i crave. There is no chance me and this lady are going to get it together based on many things, such as neither of us want to, so im asking myself if this co-dependance is a good or bad thing. If you spend the night with someone it is the second most intamate you can be, after sex, and possibly in a lot of cases it is more intimate and i dont think creating this kind of bond, where you miss someone, even though you don't want anything from the relatonship, is a good idea. I also think you can fall in to a comfert zone, where because you get that small hit of companionship, you no longer are that botherd about meeting someone and getting in a propper relationship. I have therefore made a decision to go cold turkey for a few weeks and what happpens (difficult with booze normally involved). I am also interested to see what her reaction will be, as im not going to say what im doing, im just going to not go to hers! I'll keep you posted.

Although i have enjoyed writing my blog very much, a lot more than people have enjoyed reading it, i have become a little dismayed by the ammount of people 'Ingeniusly' using the format to sell shit. I was of the mind that this was a forum to express your views and to read other peoples views and grow as a people *snif* but people dont miss a trick do they! Well this is a message to everyone to let them know i wont be interested in buying anything from them, i make my own clothes and live in a cave, powering my computer by a dynamo attached to an exercise bike, so have no need for material possetions. So i would not waste time trying to sell me ANYTHING! Just thought i'd get that strait.

Crizqo

Well here come's the weekend! Woo Hoo! PAyday looms and i am getting the fuck outa dodge (Brighton) and going for a night out in....Guildford? Now if you can stop laughing for a second let me explane. I have been going out in Brighton since i was 16 so i have had 7 years of the same clubs, which i am now sick of! Now i know your probably saying 'Oh, you have no idea Chris, in Maistone where i come from there are only 2 clubs, Brighton has over 40 clubs. I'm sick of your complaining'. And to an extent you would have a point. The problem with living in a 'Party' town is that you tend to overkill as soon as you can get into clubs (fake NUS and the gift of the gab a must) so you spend 5 years going out ever other night. This unfortunately leads to 'Clubbing Burnout Syndrome' which is when you become tired of clubbing at the age of 21/22. So the only way to remidy this is by upping the anttie and going out in diffrent places where you don't know anyone (except whoever you went with in the first place, unless you are a solo clubber or one of those strange old men who stand by the bar with a bottle of Champagne leering at the young women!). Guildford was not really on my 'Map of places to go out' but a friend at work is going there to see a friend who lives there and i was invited to tag along and thought 'Why not'! So if anyone knows guildford and has advise on where the cool kids hang out, or there are cheep drink (not Weatherspoons or Yeates) then let me know. Nice one Peeps. Guildford Baby, Guildford!