Ever have one of those weekends where you do nothing and feel like your just waiting to go back to work on Monday? I had one this weekend due mainly to its proximity to payday i.e. payday soon, me brassick (broke for those sukkas not from the streetz). They really bring home how much of our lives we waste/wish away. Who doesn't spend half there time wishing it was next week/next month/Holiday time! There is always something better just around the corner, you just have to sit out the time until then. It seem like such a waste of life to me, and im the worst at it! Can't wait for the weekend, next weekend, payday! So you spend your time sitting around bord rather than being constructive because you convince yourself that without money/with work tomorow that you can't do anything! And even being able to see that this is what i do, i still carry on doing it, telling my self i'll change it in a couple of days once i have been paid! And so the cycle continues. I think it is a symptom of a society which is a mix between the need for instant gratification, paradoxicly, always waiting for a REAL improvement such as not having to work everyday for 40 years to put food on the table and a roof over your head. Anyway should go now, got to get on with waiting for payday, it will all be better then!